this the 1st day i use blog.co.uk, too many unhappy news happen around me... i really feel upset with myself n been think to suicide b4, but i still have my locely family, my dear sister n my friends, then i'm not useless... she give me happiness n the end is the sadness... deeply she hurt me until i lost my way n my mind... i scare to love anymore, really scare... maybe is human being... lucky i still got lots of friends who care me n love me... thanks, i will try my best to wake up n make my life more colourful... i will pray with the god, something i take n something i give, thanks...
